Chase the Sun

I am dumping emails this morning and answer communications and all of the sudden I am tapping my pen on the desk and shuffling my feet.  That's right - it is the O.C. Supertones "Fade Away" from the album "Chase the Sun".  Some songs just set you up for happiness.

Some friends and thoughts do the same.  It is interesting that, as  a pastor, I expect myself to like people who are unlikeable.  I expect myself to want to spend time with people who are grumpy, unhappy and choose simply to be cantakerous.  After all, isn't that what a Christian is supposed to do?  And as a pastor, isn't that what I should do?  Shouldn't I go to reach out to the ones who are hurting or don't get it?

Here's another question: why should my kids have to grow up with bad influences?  Why should the family I am supposed to make my first ministry need to be treated unfairly or disrespectfully by people who, though hurt and confused (sometimes entirely lost), choose less charity, love and respect than they want others to give them?  Should the church have to carry the baggage of those who choose to be baggage?

There is not question that I should be compassionate and missionary minded when it comes to people who choose less God than they wish for others to choose but should it be missionary work or fellowship living?  Should I, or anyone, be required to commit to someone who doesn't want to live like a fellow?  Is it about attendance or living?  

Here's another angle: I should try to reach the lost but should I go hang out at a crack house or meet the people at a more neutral (not illegal) location?  Is the church required to bind itself to believers or those that call themselves believers who choose to live like unbelievers not choosing joy, commitment, grace, love and peace?  

Perhaps we should all listen to depressing music - I think I am going back to the Supertones.